Englisch

I believe relationships are more than just the dating, holding hands and kissing. I think it’s about accepting each other’s weirdness and flaws. It’s about being yourself and finding happiness together. It’s about seeing an imperfect person perfectly.


I am very content with this chapter of my life. That means I’m thankful for what I have and I have become very patient for what’s to come next. It would even be so much better if I had someone to do it with.


I am a giving person, and I have been used and promised myself I will not be used again. I am a loving person but I won’t allow myself to be abused. I am very trusting, but I am not naïve. I listen to others but I won’t let my voice be unheard.


I have been a widow for a short while. I never dreamed in a million years I would be living this chapter of my life alone but it was not my plan. My husband was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and I was his only care giver for the last two years of his life. I watched him go from a 210 lb. handsome vibrant man to a 97 lb. person I didn’t recognize in a year. It was tuff and I don’t wish it on my worst enemy. Until you have that kind of loss, nobody will ever tell me they understand or they can just imagine what I went through. They can’t.


Doing what I did for him has made me a better person. I have empathy for anyone that has done this. I have the understanding and the patience to listen and not judge. If I can help in some way I will. I want to live my life to the fullest and without drama and arguing. If I choose to stay in bed all day and think of him all day, I will. If I want to lock myself in the bathroom and cry for an hour, I will. It’s the hole in my heart that needs to heal. These moments are getting to be more seldom as time goes by. I miss the connection.


I am a determined woman, I am smart and I have a fun and wonderful personality. I am strong mentally and emotionally. I will not settle for something I don’t want. That’s not me. I don’t have an amazing figure or a flat stomach. I have curves and a few more pounds then I should. I have scars on my tummy from having children, that’s part of my history. I don’t pretend to be somebody I’m not. I am who I am and you could want to meet me, or not. I make no apologies for who I am.


I love working in my yard and doing small projects on my house, inside and out. I love wine, and like to try different drinks now and then. I like weekend trips. I love to travel and shop. I like to sit outside at night with a glass of wine and watch the sunset and watch the stars come out. I decorate for all the holidays. I collect witches for Halloween and snowmen for Christmas. I go a bit overboard but decorating is therapy for me. I like to bake and make candy during the late fall and winter months. I have a dog who thinks he is my sole mate. I have two children in the Air Force and three grandchildren.


I don’t like to talk about politics and I don’t sit at home worrying about the economy or when or if we will be going to war with our government! I don’t watch the news 24/7. A couple of days a week is good for me. I miss holding hands and walks on the beach. Its time start this new chapter of my life and get these things back.

Skorpion

Durchschnittlich

5' 4 (1.63 m)

Haselnussbraun

Kaukasisch

Verwitwet

Ja - nicht zuhause

Nein

Lachen

Gepierct... Aber nur die Ohren

Blond

Hund

Nein

Teilweise Hochschule

In Rente

Andere

Part time real estate assistant

$45,000USD bis $59,999USD

Alleine

Alles ist ruhig

Nein

Ja - Sozial

Klassenclown

Freundlich, Aufmerksam, Offen

Kunst & Handwerk, Kochen, Trainieren, Spielen, Gartenarbeit, Filme, Musik, Lesen, Sport, Reisen, TV, Ehrenamtliche Arbeit

Mit Freunden ausgehen, Shoppen gehen, Ins Casino gehen, Ein Buch lesen, Entspannen, Filme, Versuche neue Dinge, TV

what ever we both decide.

Zipp Lining.

Freundlich, Jemand, der sie sein wollen, Perfekt

Katholisch

Nie

to be happy.

Clever, Freundlich, Witzig

Situations-Komödien

Comedy

Country/Volksmusik/Schlager, Pop, Rock, Soul

Fiction, Mystery

Not being alone and enjoying anything with someone. Long bike rides. I do not want to be a passenger on a bike, I want to ride my own.

Kühnheit, Einfühlungsvermögen, Gutes Aussehen, Humor, Intelligenz, Geld, Sensibilität, Spontanität, Nachdenklich, Esprit

Friendly face, nice smile, tall and strong(I don't like short men that suffer from Little man syndrome)man who does not pick on women or use them for what they have.

Freund, Verpflichtendes