Englisch

I AM A WALKING TALKING HEARTACHE I HAVE BEEN THROUGH MY FAIR SHARE OF PAIN.. I AM STRONG BUT I AM WEAK . I AM KIND BUT I AM MEAN. I AM YOUR BEST FRIEND BUT I CAN ALSO BE YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE .. I AM WAY TO HONEST.. YOU ASK ME I WILL TELL. YOU ASK ME NOT TO TELL AND MY LIPS ARE SEALED..YOU DO ME WORNG AND I WILL TURN AROUND AND WALK AWAY , .. YOU DO ME WRONG ONCE AND THAT IS IT, NO EXCUSES NO NEED TO EXPLAIN, I DON'T PLAY GAMES I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE RULES TOO OR GAMES THAT ARE MAKE UP YOUR OWN RULES AS YOU GO TO SUIT YOUR OWN AGENDA .. I DO THINK FAILURE CAN BE TAKEN ONLY IF YOU HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING POSSIBLE FIRST ..TAKING FAILURE IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRULY LEARN AND SUCCEED IN LIFE. I AM ME.. LIKE IT OR NOT.. I WILL NOT CHANGE FOR ANYONE OR ANYTHING ..I BELIEVE IN STAYING TRUE TO WHO I AM AND WHAT I BELIEVE IN.. AND I WILL NOT CONFORM TO THE WAYS OF OTHERS IN ORDER TO FIT IN.. IT HAS TAKEN ME A VERY LONG TIME DOWN A VERY LONELY WINDING ROAD, DARK AT TIMES AND AT OTHER TIMES LIVING ON WHAT FELT LIKE HOPELESS RAY OF SUNLIGHT TO FIND WHO I AM AND TO BE CONTENT WITHIN MY OWN HEART AND SOUL , AND MOST IMPORTANT TO REALIZE THAT THEIR WILL ALWAYS BE PEOPLE JUDGING ME.. ONES THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND, ONE THAT SAY I WOULD HAVE NEVER DID THAT. AND I WILL SAY THIS WITH OUT DOUBT TWO PEOPLE CAN WALK THE SAME PATH IN LIFE, FACE THE VERY SAME THINGS.. LIVE THE SAME HELL .. AND THEY TWO WILL NEVER MAKE THE SAME CHOICES WHEN IT COMES TO THE ROAD BLOCKS THAT THEY WILL FACE ON THAT PATH THEY ARE ON.. BECAUSE WE ALL THINK, FEEL, AND DEAL WITH LIFE IN DIFFERENT WAYS ..THERE IS NO RIGHT OR WRONG WAY IN DEALING WITH WHAT LIFE THROWS AT US. LIFE DOESN'T COME WITH AN INSTRUCTION MANUAL.. LEARN AS YOU LIVE... MY LIFE.. MY CHOOSE... MY REASONS.. MY HELL, MY HEAVEN.. NOW THAT I HAVE ACCEPTED ME FOR WHO I AM, I NO LONGER SEEK THE ACCEPTANCE AND APPROVAL OF OTHERS... AWWW FINALLY I CAN BREATH.. AND FINALLY AFTER YEARS OF PURE SELF DESTRUCTION BECAUSE OF THE PAIN I FELT FROM THE CHOICES I MADE..BECAUSE I FELT LIVES WOULD BE BETTER FOR IT HAS CAME FULL CIRCLE AND HAS TAUGHT ME THAT SOMETIMES THE PAIN YOU FEEL IN THE MOMENT WILL BE WORTH IT IN THE LONG RUN.. AND BEING SEEN THE BETTER PERSON TO THE WORLD CAN ONLY HIDE THE TRUTH FOR A LITTLE WHILE, IT'S IS AMAZING WHAT CLOSE DOORS AND CLOSE MOUTHS CAN HIDE AND WHEN IT IS ALL SAID AND DONE YOU WILL BE ALL ALONE.. AND FOR THAT I AM TRULY SORRY AND MY HEART HURTS FOR YOU WHEN IT SHOULDN'T, BUT THROUGH MY SELF DISCOVERY I HAVE LEARNED FORGIVENESS AND COMPASSION FOR THOSE WHO HAVE DELIBERATELY HURT ME AND MINE.. BUT WE WILL NEVER FORGET... AND ONE DAY I WILL GET TO SAY TO YOU A VERY SELFISH THING.. " I TOLD YOU SO "... I MADE A VERY SELFLESS CHOOSE.. WHEN ALL THE OTHER COULD ONLY BE SELFISH...

Skorpion

Fit

5' 3 (1.6 m)

Braun

Kaukasisch

Single

Ja - nicht zuhause

Nein

Augen

Bauchnabelpiercing, Überall tätowiert, Strategisch platzierte Tattoos, Sichtbare Tattoos

Braun

Hund

Nein

Teilweise Hochschule

Vollzeit

Andere

bartender

$60,000USD bis $74,999USD

Alleine, Mit Haustier(en)

Alles ist ruhig

Coole(r)

Aufmerksam, Freundlich, Flirtwillig, Offen

Familie, Fotografie, Trainieren, Lernen, Clubbing / Ausgehen, Tanzen

Clubbing / Bars, In ein Konzert gehen

Public place few drinks and chatting..

skydiving

Störenfried, Jemand, der sie sein wollen, Cool, Ein Flirt

Christ

To hopefully find someone that will respect me and treat me like a lady.

Albern

Romanze, Drama, Familie, Horror, Erotisch

Country/Volksmusik/Schlager, Rock, Soul

Fiction, Geschichte, Romanze

Listening to local bands

Esprit, Spontanität, Sensibilität, Humor, Gutes Aussehen, Intelligenz

Down to earth really good man...

Freund, Date