Joseph

English

So Im finally reaching out to others again. After close to 20 years living life solo, last 4 years riding solo, I finally allowed myself to get tired of being alone.
I've been Alone Long enough I forgot what lonely even felt like. I have Been alone way to long a time.
So now I believe I'm Looking for that class of special friends, Like the special ones we made earlier in life.The kind of friends we found before life changed how we see others.
Now we get to find friends through the scars of life that has us seeing things differently.Now the tough part. Letting a person in,to drop the walls, the defences. Otherwise that one friend we need to find, that Friend we just like being around, that being together with feels so good it is better than anything else.We will more than likely miss them and good chance of that being completely missed. We Have to remember to put those years with those Scars in the past. Thats where life's scars belong from now on. Now we have the chance to see more clearly again. We all have these to look beyond and the past is now behind us , life starts now.
Doing this allows "Friends" to happen again. Then we can find the friend(s) that can feel so good being near that we choose to be close as much as we can be.The one's that we can grow the trust in each other,and complete each other when near. Of course that's the Ideal image I have developed over the long solitude that I chose.
Did I mention I'm a bit of a romantic. Heck I'd settle for a Honest person that cares and we get along.
Out of the last 20+ years alone the Three things I miss the most are, not having that Good Special Friend, then next there are Hugs. Good long Hugs. Haven"t had a Hug longer that 20 minutes but twice in that time. Ya, I miss HUGS the most!
HUGS anyone. I need to use some, have way to many saved if there is such a thing as to many Hugs.I don't believe so. After that Having a Dog.
That's a good start for the next part of my life within this life. As long as the Shadow keeps Riding good that is.
Ok we can add that Im a bit of a Dreamer also. Thanks for reading.
Question: Are you one of my missing parts to this?
Please let me know if you could be.

Aries

Average

5' 11 (1.8 m)

Blue

Caucasian

Never Married

Yes - Not At Home

Not Sure

Lips

Other, Scarred

Salt And Pepper

No pets

Yes

Some Romance

Yes

Hobby

Yes

Leather

Anywhere there is very little traffic, out of town

January 1st Yearly Polar Bear Run with CMA

Some College

Retired

Retired

None

Less Than $14,999USD

Alone

All Is Calm

Yes - But Non Tobacco

No

Nerd

Reserved, Shy, Observant, Anti-social, Friendly, Comedic, Flirtatious, Strange

Religion / Spirituality, Family, Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Games, Cooking, Cars, Fishing / Hunting, Camping, Computers

Partying, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Sleeping, Playing Video Games, Tv, Going To A Concert

With someone

Have not decided yet. If there is anything I Think I'd like to try being Monetarily Wealthy, Ive always denied that for myself. My Spirit is rich, need to try adding to it.

Friendly, Cool, Obscure, Goofy, I Don't Have Any Friends, A Flirt

Christian

Once A Week

I Don't Like Politics

Enjoy it. I just beat Cancer so far,20 months out from last treatment. so I better enjoy it. Don't get many second chances where life is concerned

Campy, Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Raunchy

News, Documentaries, Dramas, Instructional, Movies, Sports

Action, Science Fiction, Drama, Thriller, Adult

Country, Rock, Metal, Classical, Blues, Jazz, Gospel, Folk

News, Ancient, Auto-biography, Biography, Computers, Fantasy, Fiction, Health, History, Instructional, Mathematics, Music, Mystery, Nature, Philosophy, Reference, Religious, Science, Science Fiction, Sports, Technical, Erotica, Supernatural

Riding Bike. Good Food, learning/teaching myself.

Wit, Flirtatiousness, Spontaneity, Oddities, Sensitivity, Great Skills, Humor, Good Looks, Thoughtfullness, Intelligence

Honesty, caring, touching, morales,wanting to learn, sharing , Hugs

Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed, Other, Marriage, Doesnt Matter